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i have realized something. i am a natural avoider. with mostly every problem that comes my way, my instinct is to push it to the back of my mind and my schedule and just not deal with it. when an assignment is due that i haven't had time to do, my instinct is to just skip class for the day. or when i get frustrated with zach, (sometimes) i just try to stop thinking about it because i don't want a fight.
but its not good!!!!! i am learning that it is not good to do that and i am also learning to not do that.  yikes