sometimes i think worship songs make us out to be liars. there have been so many times when i don't mean the words being shown up on the screen but i had sung them anyways. and sometimes the songs just make a general assumption about people that is definitely untrue. i think i am still figuring out musical worship and the different forms of it but i do know it has everything to do with the heart/attitude behind it. there are a lot of times that i feel negatively towards everything and don't want to sing if the worship leader isn't a great musician or seems fakey or something. and that is all on me, thats a bad attitude and not fair. worship is not about how good the music is or how christian-ese the worship leader talks. like i said, i am still figuring this whole worship thing out but for now i think i am not going to sing the words unless i really mean them and have a right heart. because otherwise, thats being really fake and that is the thing i am most trying to get away from in my life.
eh. rambling.